More active at the Public Blog- PattyCake~

Yeah. Title says all.

Heh.

I'd like to post more stuff here too but,

I already wrote errything down in the other blog.

/sigh

I guess I'll just say that I changed.

And I will change some more.

Hehe

The entry for today.

Will be at the public blog.

Good News.

EVERYTHING'S
BACK
TO
"NORMAL"
:DDDDD

The First Day of School

It's so strange when things don't go the way it usually does.
Sometimes, I'm scared that the usual will change.
I know that change is nature and change itself is the usual...
... But, I'm still scared.

Lot's of unexpected things happened today.

However, they were none the pleasing.

Did the SG Haze had something to do with this? I think not.
Did the Holidays have something to do with this? Could be.
Is there really a reason to change such pleasant times? I do not know.

Maybe it's only because it's the first day of the school semester and they need to re-adjust to school life again. Social skills and such.

While there is an opportunity to make new friends,
There is also the opportunity to lose old friends.

And, I don't like that.

The moment I make friends with you, I will be absolutely loyal-- especially when I like you.

Like you meaning the attitude one displays towards me and other stuff that I find interesting about a certain person.

siiiigh

The Last Day of The June Holidays

I AM PROCRASTINATINGGGG!!~!

I am literally just staring at my homework-- not doing an absolute shit.

Who's idea was it to have homework in a holiday anyway? That fahking Genius is a Huge Asshole for such a genius.

/ahem

Anyway, for the first day of school, I don't know what to feel. I changed quite a lot during the holidays. Especially during the HAZE DAYS. 

But there are also other days that changed me. /sigh

Falling in love is tiring as fahking a cow in a barn with the goats watching. I mean, Screw the Pig.

How do I know I'm "in love"?

At first, I thought it was just a crush but it hurt so much when my crush liked some other girl and WELL... I thought I was fine with it 'cause I began encouraging him. 

But when It was ready to sleep, I started crying and I was just... DAAAMN.

I guess I got to know about him far too much. 

Owel, I'm over it now.

Not like a little talking to mom and mah girls, some ice cream and some T Swizzle songs can't help.

Yes, I listen to Taylor Swift. Ever since she was 17. No hate c:

DerpeyhDerp.

That's just the bigger part of it but there are other things that sorta changed me as well. Ahahaha.

That's all for now... 

And no, I'm probably not gonna do homework.. /ahemmm

A lot of things have happened...

...This June Holidays.

But, it's now, the personal part. /sigh
I roughly explained what my June Holidays were like in my other blog.

But it was sort of the happy stuff.... Because apparently, lil Pat  over here broke 'er heart.
Yeah.... Seems that the guy I liked for 3 months--almost 4, liked another.
Plus, they've been together. Ouch. Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuch.
I cried myself to sleep for 3 nights in a row. :D
But, I'm okay now. Pfft-- Yes, I'm still talking to him. Nope he doesn't know I ever even liked him. [and im not planning on telling him any sooner. I mean, I will have to tell him soon. We've become such good friends :"o]
Am I over it? Well, nothing like ice cream, tears and music can't handle XD I'm totally fine c;
Don't know if it's love but meh.

But the point is,

I've actually been friendzoned.

xDD

It's been awhile...

Well, first of all, I'm at the 2nd day of my SC CAMP so far...

It's real tiring. I've been writing about it on my other blog, my public blog, 

PattyCakes

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More personal shit will be added here but le Pat has nu time sooo

LATERER