Heh.
I'd like to post more stuff here too but,
I already wrote errything down in the other blog.
/sigh
I guess I'll just say that I changed.
And I will change some more.
Hehe
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
Monday, July 1, 2013
The First Day of School
It's so strange when things don't go the way it usually does.
Sometimes, I'm scared that the usual will change.
I know that change is nature and change itself is the usual...
... But, I'm still scared.
Lot's of unexpected things happened today.
However, they were none the pleasing.
Did the SG Haze had something to do with this? I think not.
Did the Holidays have something to do with this? Could be.
Is there really a reason to change such pleasant times? I do not know.
Maybe it's only because it's the first day of the school semester and they need to re-adjust to school life again. Social skills and such.
While there is an opportunity to make new friends,
There is also the opportunity to lose old friends.
And, I don't like that.
The moment I make friends with you, I will be absolutely loyal-- especially when I like you.
Like you meaning the attitude one displays towards me and other stuff that I find interesting about a certain person.
siiiigh
Sometimes, I'm scared that the usual will change.
I know that change is nature and change itself is the usual...
... But, I'm still scared.
Lot's of unexpected things happened today.
However, they were none the pleasing.
Did the SG Haze had something to do with this? I think not.
Did the Holidays have something to do with this? Could be.
Is there really a reason to change such pleasant times? I do not know.
Maybe it's only because it's the first day of the school semester and they need to re-adjust to school life again. Social skills and such.
While there is an opportunity to make new friends,
There is also the opportunity to lose old friends.
And, I don't like that.
The moment I make friends with you, I will be absolutely loyal-- especially when I like you.
Like you meaning the attitude one displays towards me and other stuff that I find interesting about a certain person.
siiiigh
Sunday, June 30, 2013
The Last Day of The June Holidays
I AM PROCRASTINATINGGGG!!~!
I am literally just staring at my homework-- not doing an absolute shit.
Who's idea was it to have homework in a holiday anyway? That fahking Genius is a Huge Asshole for such a genius.
/ahem
Anyway, for the first day of school, I don't know what to feel. I changed quite a lot during the holidays. Especially during the HAZE DAYS.
But there are also other days that changed me. /sigh
Falling in love is tiring as fahking a cow in a barn with the goats watching. I mean, Screw the Pig.
How do I know I'm "in love"?
At first, I thought it was just a crush but it hurt so much when my crush liked some other girl and WELL... I thought I was fine with it 'cause I began encouraging him.
But when It was ready to sleep, I started crying and I was just... DAAAMN.
I guess I got to know about him far too much.
Owel, I'm over it now.
Not like a little talking to mom and mah girls, some ice cream and some T Swizzle songs can't help.
Yes, I listen to Taylor Swift. Ever since she was 17. No hate c:
DerpeyhDerp.
That's just the bigger part of it but there are other things that sorta changed me as well. Ahahaha.
That's all for now...
And no, I'm probably not gonna do homework.. /ahemmm
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
A lot of things have happened...
...This June Holidays.
But, it's now, the personal part. /sigh
I roughly explained what my June Holidays were like in my other blog.
But it was sort of the happy stuff.... Because apparently, lil Pat over here broke 'er heart.
Yeah.... Seems that the guy I liked for 3 months--almost 4, liked another.
Plus, they've been together. Ouch. Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuch.
I cried myself to sleep for 3 nights in a row. :D
But, I'm okay now. Pfft-- Yes, I'm still talking to him. Nope he doesn't know I ever even liked him. [and im not planning on telling him any sooner. I mean, I will have to tell him soon. We've become such good friends :"o]
Am I over it? Well, nothing like ice cream, tears and music can't handle XD I'm totally fine c;
Don't know if it's love but meh.
But the point is,
I've actually been friendzoned.
xDD
But, it's now, the personal part. /sigh
I roughly explained what my June Holidays were like in my other blog.
But it was sort of the happy stuff.... Because apparently, lil Pat over here broke 'er heart.
Yeah.... Seems that the guy I liked for 3 months--almost 4, liked another.
Plus, they've been together. Ouch. Ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuch.
I cried myself to sleep for 3 nights in a row. :D
But, I'm okay now. Pfft-- Yes, I'm still talking to him. Nope he doesn't know I ever even liked him. [and im not planning on telling him any sooner. I mean, I will have to tell him soon. We've become such good friends :"o]
Am I over it? Well, nothing like ice cream, tears and music can't handle XD I'm totally fine c;
Don't know if it's love but meh.
But the point is,
I've actually been friendzoned.
xDD
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
It's been awhile...
Well, first of all, I'm at the 2nd day of my SC CAMP so far...
It's real tiring. I've been writing about it on my other blog, my public blog,
PattyCakes
.
More personal shit will be added here but le Pat has nu time sooo
LATERER
Friday, May 31, 2013
Public Blog :0
Yep, I statted a public blog. For my classmates and such.
I'm also sure that you have noticed some posts are gone.
Okay, first, let me assure you, they are not gone. I just made them into drafts.
Secondly, I removed those posts because they were a tad bit too personal.
...yeah.
So, yeah...
I won't mention the name of my public blog. I don't want both blogs to send links to each other.
-even though my pen name is still the same. Pfft.
Have a good life :D
/shot
Tuesday, May 28, 2013
24 May 2013 - Youtuber Explosion. /Part1
It was a youtuber explosion -- to me at least.
----
It was a Friday and Praise the Lord it was a public holiday!!
Public Holiday = No School.
And even better, it was a Friday.
----
Remember that I said that PewDiePie was gonna be in Singapore For a week and how I would go to Marina Bay Sands (MBS-- The place where Pewds and some other youtubers were staying while their at Singapore.) and look for Pewds.
Well, I did-- With Le Yi.
We asked Dzak but apparently, he didn't have enough trust in us that we could make it there.
He thought that we would get lost and he wouldn't be able to find a way home etc etc.
He also said that the last time he went to a "far place" with his friends, they all went home and he got lost and later cried.
However, in this case, Le Yi and I weren't those friends of his. We're different. c:
No matter, it was no big deal. If he didn't want to, then fine~
More Time For LeYi and Pat. XD
-----
I arrived at the Pasir Ris Interchange first and waited for Le Yi outside whitesands.
Le Yi wore some awesome shit. I only looked decent. [I was proud of my heels though-- it made me the same height as Le Yi! EUHEUHEUHEUH. ] I would post a picture but, I'm scared my parents might find my blog... and I'm not exactly ready to face them about this yet.
I mean, they are aware the I have a blog but they don't read it and I just don't have to place to much info in it soooo. yeah.
Anyway, back to the post;
From there, we finally arrived at Marina Bay Sands. We almost got lost but it was only for a few seconds. haha. So, MBS is pretty big. Wait, no.
It is big. Then there was this black barrier thing outside the elevators of "Tower 2" and a sign that said:
FAN GAZING AREA
My reaction was just like,"Oh wait- What? Do we gaze at fans? GEDDIT GEDDIT??"
/laughsatherownjoke
It still cracks me up.... shut up. ; u ; .
-----
We were told to wait within those barriers as the body guards asked us stay there if we were waiting for any celebrity or youtuber. We did. Gawd, we never should've.
It was so obvious. How could Le Yi and I have been so blind.
Those bodyguards... They're barrels.
[A few days before, someone hugged Pewds from behind-- it was my friend's friend. and the barrels violently pushed the kid away. What the crap,man. There wasn't any need of violence.
Even Pewds said so himself on razortv. "They didn't need to be so violent..."
Oh, Bro Army FTW. ]
After waiting for about 2 hours, from above, 2 pairs of hands appeared and waved.
Pewds and Marzia. Waving.
Someone, save me.
Part 1 ~
[its getting late.. xD]
----
It was a Friday and Praise the Lord it was a public holiday!!
Public Holiday = No School.
And even better, it was a Friday.
----
Remember that I said that PewDiePie was gonna be in Singapore For a week and how I would go to Marina Bay Sands (MBS-- The place where Pewds and some other youtubers were staying while their at Singapore.) and look for Pewds.
Well, I did-- With Le Yi.
We asked Dzak but apparently, he didn't have enough trust in us that we could make it there.
He thought that we would get lost and he wouldn't be able to find a way home etc etc.
He also said that the last time he went to a "far place" with his friends, they all went home and he got lost and later cried.
However, in this case, Le Yi and I weren't those friends of his. We're different. c:
No matter, it was no big deal. If he didn't want to, then fine~
More Time For LeYi and Pat. XD
-----
I arrived at the Pasir Ris Interchange first and waited for Le Yi outside whitesands.
Le Yi wore some awesome shit. I only looked decent. [I was proud of my heels though-- it made me the same height as Le Yi! EUHEUHEUHEUH. ] I would post a picture but, I'm scared my parents might find my blog... and I'm not exactly ready to face them about this yet.
I mean, they are aware the I have a blog but they don't read it and I just don't have to place to much info in it soooo. yeah.
Anyway, back to the post;
From there, we finally arrived at Marina Bay Sands. We almost got lost but it was only for a few seconds. haha. So, MBS is pretty big. Wait, no.
It is big. Then there was this black barrier thing outside the elevators of "Tower 2" and a sign that said:
FAN GAZING AREA
My reaction was just like,"Oh wait- What? Do we gaze at fans? GEDDIT GEDDIT??"
/laughsatherownjoke
It still cracks me up.... shut up. ; u ; .
-----
We were told to wait within those barriers as the body guards asked us stay there if we were waiting for any celebrity or youtuber. We did. Gawd, we never should've.
It was so obvious. How could Le Yi and I have been so blind.
Those bodyguards... They're barrels.
[A few days before, someone hugged Pewds from behind-- it was my friend's friend. and the barrels violently pushed the kid away. What the crap,man. There wasn't any need of violence.
Even Pewds said so himself on razortv. "They didn't need to be so violent..."
Oh, Bro Army FTW. ]
After waiting for about 2 hours, from above, 2 pairs of hands appeared and waved.
Pewds and Marzia. Waving.
Someone, save me.
Part 1 ~
[its getting late.. xD]
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
Picking up the broken pieces...
/sighsheavily
Right now, I'm using my phone to write this post. So, if there are any spelling errors, this explains it.
----
So, right now, I'm feeling a bit disappointed with two of my fellow student councillors. I would mention their names but I'd rather not.
In the Student Councilors' whatsapp group -that consists of all Secondary 2 SCs and 3 Secondary 3 SCs-- were talking about PewDiePie being in Singapore. Being a bro, of course I joined in but... The thing that disappointed me was the negativity the SCs had.
Now, we all know that in order to be the most optimistic person, we all first have to be the most pessimistic person.
So, this often happens to the SCs.
We wanted to see Pewds and talk to him and all that and we all wanted to go to MBS (Marina Bay Sands -where the youtubers are.) to see him. However, they said it would be "no use".
"There's no use in just bumping into Pewds. The security.."
"Yeah. One bro went to hug Pewds but instantly got pushed away by the security."
"There's no use... I want to talk to Pewds.."
"But we have no money.."
Lookie here.
I have no money either.
But I ain't just going to give up like that!
Bumping into Pewds or seeing Pewds from afar is enough for me!!
They call themselves "bros" but are they really when they start acting like that?
If we were truly fans of Pewds, than we would know that Pewds isn't that kind of person you can just say hi and then bye to. Even if the security is there. I mean, Pewds has the right to say "STOP".
Even other youtubers like Nigahiga, ChesterSee, Shane Dawson etc would do the same!
I cannot even.
/sigh
I'm going to MBS anyway. This Friday.
I'm going with people but they are unconfirmed yet. But I'm going.
C:
/BROFIST.
Monday, May 20, 2013
Cramped up Monday.
Today, Let me just sum it up like this:
1 - Huge secret spilled to Le Yi.
2 - NAPFA Test
3 - PEWDIEPIE IS IN SINGAPORE.
Okay, Let's start with 3 - PEWDIEPIE IS IN SINGAPORE.
If you do not know who PewDiePie is, Where have you been in the net? Seriously. WHERE?
[ You were probably at porno sites and ecchi manga sites--- IMMA JOKINNNNN]
So Pewds is here. In this country I am currently on.
I am going crazy like a mad dog right now.
As soon as I found out from Le Yi and confirmed by Dorothy, it was all over for me.
...A deafening scream it was.
Early
in
the
morning;
afternoon and;
evening.
LOOKIN' FORWARD TO MEETING PEWDSSSSASDFGHJKLiCANTEVEN.
Moving on to 2 - NAPFA Test.
Today was the 5 items NAPFA Test.
All I can say is, "I'm tired."
Now, to the bigger topic, 1 - Huge secret spilled to Le Yi.
Now, you probably think I'd be elaborating on this.
I would be actually. It's just that it's something I don't want anyone else to know.
That's how big and important this secret is.
So, Le Yi, I keep your secret... Please,please, I beg, Keep mine? > ^<!!!!!
Absolutely no one else but Dorothy, Delci, Jyremy and Le Yi should know this.
I trust them, okay?
Jyr's the only guy because he's my bestesesesesesesest guy besties.
AND HE SHALL BE THE ONLY GUY WHO KNOWS.
No offence, Dzak. You know I love you all :'D
----------
HAPPY BABY APP on FB. :D
/RANDOM
---------
Tomorrow's CCA Day :D
1 - Huge secret spilled to Le Yi.
2 - NAPFA Test
3 - PEWDIEPIE IS IN SINGAPORE.
Okay, Let's start with 3 - PEWDIEPIE IS IN SINGAPORE.
If you do not know who PewDiePie is, Where have you been in the net? Seriously. WHERE?
[ You were probably at porno sites and ecchi manga sites--- IMMA JOKINNNNN]
So Pewds is here. In this country I am currently on.
I am going crazy like a mad dog right now.
As soon as I found out from Le Yi and confirmed by Dorothy, it was all over for me.
...A deafening scream it was.
Early
in
the
morning;
afternoon and;
evening.
LOOKIN' FORWARD TO MEETING PEWDSSSSASDFGHJKLiCANTEVEN.
Moving on to 2 - NAPFA Test.
Today was the 5 items NAPFA Test.
All I can say is, "I'm tired."
Now, to the bigger topic, 1 - Huge secret spilled to Le Yi.
Now, you probably think I'd be elaborating on this.
I would be actually. It's just that it's something I don't want anyone else to know.
That's how big and important this secret is.
So, Le Yi, I keep your secret... Please,please, I beg, Keep mine? > ^<!!!!!
Absolutely no one else but Dorothy, Delci, Jyremy and Le Yi should know this.
I trust them, okay?
Jyr's the only guy because he's my bestesesesesesesest guy besties.
AND HE SHALL BE THE ONLY GUY WHO KNOWS.
No offence, Dzak. You know I love you all :'D
----------
HAPPY BABY APP on FB. :D
/RANDOM
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Tomorrow's CCA Day :D
Sunday, May 19, 2013
A lot of things happened from there.
It opened my eyes and my heart more.
It's actually quite mind-blowing. I never thought I'd be this happy in secondary school.
I mean, I thought that happiness was only going to be minimal-- like only laughing lightly and smiling slightly.
But now, I'm laughing until I cry and smiling really widely.
I didn't fail any subject but I need to improve on Math and Geography-- That's for sure. heehee~
My math teacher even said I improved on my algebra!! Even just a little!! :'D
... I'm just so happy that I found people who were weird and querky as me in secondary school.
People who weren't ashamed if I shouted at them from really far away; people who weren't ashamed of my weirdness and loudness; and even be weird with me. :'D Plus, they know when to be serious and when to be weird :'D
You're probably wondering, "Who could these people be??"
Well, reader, it's none other than my fellow Student Councillors and the Debate Team.
They were the ones who found me in the hole I dug for myself-- supposedly for my whole secondary school life. But they saw me, reached out their hands, their smile never fading.
I look up and can't help but fall in love with their smiles and grab onto their hands, getting me up from the hole.
Oh glob. They don't know I have a blog so, I guess it's safe to say that...
I was crying tears of joy whenever I got home when the day ended with either both of them.
The Student Councillors aren't strict faced and bossy or demanding.
We're family. When one councillor, is at their lowest, we help them up.
We're family. No one is left out.
We're understanding.
Hyper as if we were high on acid.
They even victory speech-- like me!! xD
Kindest, one of the most awesomest people I have ever known.
If you're not a Student Councillor, you probably think I'm bragging but I am truly happy.
I love you guys. <3 nbsp="">
As for the debate team, I love them just as much as I love the Student Councillors.
I was chosen to join for the debate thing. However, I couldn't make the team. XD
Why? It was MTDC's performance week so I was really busy during their trainings and stuff like that.
But I accepted it. I was allowed to support the team at least.
And during those few friday nights of competitions with the debate team, despite the fact that I'm actually not in the debate team, I was treated an equal. They didn't treat me as an outcast.
They still took me as though.. I belonged there. With them.
After the whole competition (I was obsessed with the anime "Fairy Tail" that time.), I came home smiling, murmuring to myself these exact words:
Have I found my "Fairy Tail"..?
Even though we didn't win the overall competition, it was the first time my school had entered the SEMi-FiNALS :D
So, it was still really awesome and we still felt happy.
I LOVE you guys <3>
There's so much to talk about them but..There's school tomorrow so let me move on. XD
---
Yes, All of these changes were wonderful but looking at my clique,
They...They're more happy as well. I find myself laughing to tears as well.
They changed for the better.... Le Yi and Dzak... I'm so proud. :'D <3 nbsp="" p="">LOVE YOU GUYS TOO <3 font="">
This is why my life's looking up.
There's going to be more challenges but, If I face them with these people behind my back and God to guide me, Then, it's all going to be cool.
Good Night!
May Good things go into your life as well :D
- Pat
It opened my eyes and my heart more.
It's actually quite mind-blowing. I never thought I'd be this happy in secondary school.
I mean, I thought that happiness was only going to be minimal-- like only laughing lightly and smiling slightly.
But now, I'm laughing until I cry and smiling really widely.
I didn't fail any subject but I need to improve on Math and Geography-- That's for sure. heehee~
My math teacher even said I improved on my algebra!! Even just a little!! :'D
... I'm just so happy that I found people who were weird and querky as me in secondary school.
People who weren't ashamed if I shouted at them from really far away; people who weren't ashamed of my weirdness and loudness; and even be weird with me. :'D Plus, they know when to be serious and when to be weird :'D
You're probably wondering, "Who could these people be??"
Well, reader, it's none other than my fellow Student Councillors and the Debate Team.
They were the ones who found me in the hole I dug for myself-- supposedly for my whole secondary school life. But they saw me, reached out their hands, their smile never fading.
I look up and can't help but fall in love with their smiles and grab onto their hands, getting me up from the hole.
Oh glob. They don't know I have a blog so, I guess it's safe to say that...
I was crying tears of joy whenever I got home when the day ended with either both of them.
The Student Councillors aren't strict faced and bossy or demanding.
We're family. When one councillor, is at their lowest, we help them up.
We're family. No one is left out.
We're understanding.
Hyper as if we were high on acid.
They even victory speech-- like me!! xD
Kindest, one of the most awesomest people I have ever known.
If you're not a Student Councillor, you probably think I'm bragging but I am truly happy.
I love you guys. <3 nbsp="">
As for the debate team, I love them just as much as I love the Student Councillors.
I was chosen to join for the debate thing. However, I couldn't make the team. XD
Why? It was MTDC's performance week so I was really busy during their trainings and stuff like that.
But I accepted it. I was allowed to support the team at least.
And during those few friday nights of competitions with the debate team, despite the fact that I'm actually not in the debate team, I was treated an equal. They didn't treat me as an outcast.
They still took me as though.. I belonged there. With them.
After the whole competition (I was obsessed with the anime "Fairy Tail" that time.), I came home smiling, murmuring to myself these exact words:
Have I found my "Fairy Tail"..?
Even though we didn't win the overall competition, it was the first time my school had entered the SEMi-FiNALS :D
So, it was still really awesome and we still felt happy.
I LOVE you guys <3>
There's so much to talk about them but..There's school tomorrow so let me move on. XD
---
Yes, All of these changes were wonderful but looking at my clique,
They...They're more happy as well. I find myself laughing to tears as well.
They changed for the better.... Le Yi and Dzak... I'm so proud. :'D <3 nbsp="" p="">LOVE YOU GUYS TOO <3 font="">
This is why my life's looking up.
There's going to be more challenges but, If I face them with these people behind my back and God to guide me, Then, it's all going to be cool.
Good Night!
May Good things go into your life as well :D
- Pat
Saturday, May 18, 2013
UPDATE
Man, I haven't been posting for MONTHS. DX
I apologize for that you guys.. ><;
Really, really sorry...
Real life has been taking over my life...
Funny how I make it sound bad, doesn't it?
TeeHee~
Oh and just to let you know, I"m not angry with my mom anymore.
It's just the hormones reacting. XD
So that's basically all the updates you need... :D
Next post will probably be up tomorrow.... I hope ><
XDD LOVE YAH~ <3 p="">
I apologize for that you guys.. ><;
Really, really sorry...
Real life has been taking over my life...
Funny how I make it sound bad, doesn't it?
TeeHee~
Oh and just to let you know, I"m not angry with my mom anymore.
It's just the hormones reacting. XD
So that's basically all the updates you need... :D
Next post will probably be up tomorrow.... I hope ><
XDD LOVE YAH~ <3 p="">
Saturday, March 30, 2013
People who don't keep their word...
Whether it be a promise or not.
The fact that you said you will is still there.
I'm referring to my mom.
I'm not lying.
It's a childish way of thinking but for God's sake, mom.
She said that we can go out on a mom-daughter date thing the day before yesterday night and this morning BUT
Nope. Noope.
She cancelled both.
Wanna know what she's doing now?
Watching the KPOP group, "Big Bang" in youtube with her Macbook Pro.
(I got her old, lousy original mac-- it doesnt allow me to download the new flahplayer and other things that i need for my projects...OTL||...)
She acts as if it was nothing and all she has to do is wait for me.
If she reads this post, she'll probably be like,"You want to embarass yourself??! And ME?!"
Well, here's my answer.
I'm not embarassed. Neither should you.
Because It's the truth.
This is my point of view-- sonce you never told me yours.
c:
The fact that you said you will is still there.
I'm referring to my mom.
I'm not lying.
It's a childish way of thinking but for God's sake, mom.
She said that we can go out on a mom-daughter date thing the day before yesterday night and this morning BUT
Nope. Noope.
She cancelled both.
Wanna know what she's doing now?
Watching the KPOP group, "Big Bang" in youtube with her Macbook Pro.
(I got her old, lousy original mac-- it doesnt allow me to download the new flahplayer and other things that i need for my projects...OTL||...)
She acts as if it was nothing and all she has to do is wait for me.
If she reads this post, she'll probably be like,"You want to embarass yourself??! And ME?!"
Well, here's my answer.
I'm not embarassed. Neither should you.
Because It's the truth.
This is my point of view-- sonce you never told me yours.
c:
Long Time, No Post.
Sorry for not updating... /sigh
It's just that I can't seem to find the time and the mood to write an entry.
I want to write an entry with the computer but-- I'm using this app instead.
I guess you could say that I'm lazy and that is one of the reasons but..
I'd like to be faithful to Blogging too.
I wanted to Vlog but.. Again, I can't seem to find the time too.
I guess you can say that I have no main "opening".
Meaning, I place to be myself and express myself better... But doing this is kind of lonely isn't it?
I didn't choose to be lonely.
Did I choose to be lonely?
Did I choose to be alone?
I.. Just want to be noticed I guess?
In real life, I'm "kind of" noticed but...
It's never for who I really am.
I'm jut typing about what I'm thinking right now.
As I type, People might see this page; post and never read it.
I dont get my hopes up in my number of views.
It's just that I can't seem to find the time and the mood to write an entry.
I want to write an entry with the computer but-- I'm using this app instead.
I guess you could say that I'm lazy and that is one of the reasons but..
I'd like to be faithful to Blogging too.
I wanted to Vlog but.. Again, I can't seem to find the time too.
I guess you can say that I have no main "opening".
Meaning, I place to be myself and express myself better... But doing this is kind of lonely isn't it?
I didn't choose to be lonely.
Did I choose to be lonely?
Did I choose to be alone?
I.. Just want to be noticed I guess?
In real life, I'm "kind of" noticed but...
It's never for who I really am.
I'm jut typing about what I'm thinking right now.
As I type, People might see this page; post and never read it.
I dont get my hopes up in my number of views.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
The so called, "Last-Day of School".
Yeaaah. I failed 2 beautiful subjects in my CA1. What were the subjects?
Oh hehe, MATH AND GEOGRAPHY.
Yeah. These subjects are, infact, what I'm not exactly interested in.
But, no matter.
I'll improve.
I have to stay in the Express Stream and keep moving forward in my dreams.
I'm not saying I can't if I'm not in the Express Stream, it's just that its "easier" to take that route. So, in order for me to do what I want and love faster.
Oh hehe, MATH AND GEOGRAPHY.
Yeah. These subjects are, infact, what I'm not exactly interested in.
But, no matter.
I'll improve.
I have to stay in the Express Stream and keep moving forward in my dreams.
I'm not saying I can't if I'm not in the Express Stream, it's just that its "easier" to take that route. So, in order for me to do what I want and love faster.
Last Friday-- was my birthday. :D
Well, the good thing about Fridays is that school ends early!! :D
Buuuuut, I have Student Councillor Training after school that day from 1pm to 6:30pm.
No joke.
It was FUN though-- Even though, no one knew it was my birthday. Hehe.
At least my class found out soon enough.
Heh, after recess then they found out.
But yeah, my day last Friday was one of the happiest days of my life. ;'D
One of the reasons is probably because it was "celebrated" although no one knew!!
XD
So that's my birthday!!
P.S. I had spams in facebook too.
Hehe, it's my first fb greetings-- that's why. I wasn't exactly that fond of fb.
( I'm still not. ><; Sorrehh )
Buuuuut, I have Student Councillor Training after school that day from 1pm to 6:30pm.
No joke.
It was FUN though-- Even though, no one knew it was my birthday. Hehe.
At least my class found out soon enough.
Heh, after recess then they found out.
But yeah, my day last Friday was one of the happiest days of my life. ;'D
One of the reasons is probably because it was "celebrated" although no one knew!!
XD
So that's my birthday!!
P.S. I had spams in facebook too.
Hehe, it's my first fb greetings-- that's why. I wasn't exactly that fond of fb.
( I'm still not. ><; Sorrehh )
Hella Busy, Hella tired-- Parents make my brain explode.
Before.
"Welcome back home! I have lunch ready for you!!"
"Well, it's okay. Everyone makes mistakes."
"Do you need help with that, dear?"
Teenage life.
"Oh!! You're home!! Help me do the dishes after you shower?"
"THAT'S WRONG! DON'T DO THAT EVER AGAIN!!"
"Can't you do it yourself??"
---
Yeah, I got a bad scolding for not answering 4 miscalls from my dad.
Look, I admit this happened more than 4 times but-- Don't you think I'M busy at times as well? Even though I'm young.
Have mercy, please. I beg you, Lord.
Why does my parents have to misunderstand more than sad 3 times before they FINALLY understand?
I'm tired as HELL here.
I'm working my butt off to be a good student councillor and all I get is,"WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER MY 5 CALLS?"
I wanted a sweet, gentle "Ok, go home now. I'll make you some pancakes." Whenever I get home.
Great. Now the one who almost ruined my day apologises.
/sigh
I forgive easily.
"Welcome back home! I have lunch ready for you!!"
"Well, it's okay. Everyone makes mistakes."
"Do you need help with that, dear?"
Teenage life.
"Oh!! You're home!! Help me do the dishes after you shower?"
"THAT'S WRONG! DON'T DO THAT EVER AGAIN!!"
"Can't you do it yourself??"
---
Yeah, I got a bad scolding for not answering 4 miscalls from my dad.
Look, I admit this happened more than 4 times but-- Don't you think I'M busy at times as well? Even though I'm young.
Have mercy, please. I beg you, Lord.
Why does my parents have to misunderstand more than sad 3 times before they FINALLY understand?
I'm tired as HELL here.
I'm working my butt off to be a good student councillor and all I get is,"WHY DIDN'T YOU ANSWER MY 5 CALLS?"
I wanted a sweet, gentle "Ok, go home now. I'll make you some pancakes." Whenever I get home.
Great. Now the one who almost ruined my day apologises.
/sigh
I forgive easily.
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
Depressing Monday & Tiresome Tuesday.
Title says all.
The content simply elaborates.
And so, it shall.
----
Apparently, my readers, I forgot what happened on Monday.
Plus, I'm too tired to think!!
Today was tiresome because well, I skept at 1 am last night just doing my Hone Economics Coursework.
Came back to school with a 13-paged Research.
Now in my level, that's a lot of research.
Others had 5-8 pages only.
Yeah, sure you can cheat my pictures but, its still research.
I also stayed back tonight all the way to 6pm. Killl meee.
So much stress.
I hope everything will be coo on my birthday, this coming
Women's Day!!
THAT'S RIGHT!!
My birthday is on Woman's Day.
I feel awesome.
Ah, well, im forever tired.
NIIIGHT
The content simply elaborates.
And so, it shall.
----
Apparently, my readers, I forgot what happened on Monday.
Plus, I'm too tired to think!!
Today was tiresome because well, I skept at 1 am last night just doing my Hone Economics Coursework.
Came back to school with a 13-paged Research.
Now in my level, that's a lot of research.
Others had 5-8 pages only.
Yeah, sure you can cheat my pictures but, its still research.
I also stayed back tonight all the way to 6pm. Killl meee.
So much stress.
I hope everything will be coo on my birthday, this coming
Women's Day!!
THAT'S RIGHT!!
My birthday is on Woman's Day.
I feel awesome.
Ah, well, im forever tired.
NIIIGHT
Saturday, March 2, 2013
So tired...
Everyday. I'm so busy.
For once, I'd like to sleep in again.
Not worrying that I'd need to wake up the next day.
I have school 5 days a week.
Most of the days, I am needed to stay back.
The two otherdays of my week is busy too.
I have to wake up early as well. As if I was off to school despite it being a weekend.
Saturday - French Class n Mass (MTDC . I will forever-miss that.)
Sunday - Catechism Class and family/rushing through my homework day.
I don't want anymore homework. Especially math. I failed it.
Our teacher changed. I miss my old math teacher. This new one is good but her class is so draggy not like my old teacher-she was so composed and smooth.
Forever Miss. <33.
Even One week of no homework will seem like having a taste of heaven.
So.. Today, Moch broke up with Crack.
Turned out well. Psh.
It's one something and I need to wake up real early toms-- 7:30pm.
Well, Night~
Pat:D
For once, I'd like to sleep in again.
Not worrying that I'd need to wake up the next day.
I have school 5 days a week.
Most of the days, I am needed to stay back.
The two otherdays of my week is busy too.
I have to wake up early as well. As if I was off to school despite it being a weekend.
Saturday - French Class n Mass (MTDC . I will forever-miss that.)
Sunday - Catechism Class and family/rushing through my homework day.
I don't want anymore homework. Especially math. I failed it.
Our teacher changed. I miss my old math teacher. This new one is good but her class is so draggy not like my old teacher-she was so composed and smooth.
Forever Miss. <33.
Even One week of no homework will seem like having a taste of heaven.
So.. Today, Moch broke up with Crack.
Turned out well. Psh.
It's one something and I need to wake up real early toms-- 7:30pm.
Well, Night~
Pat:D
Friday, February 15, 2013
Yesterday.
I don't want to remember about the first part of it.
The second part is after school.
SC "Meeting" was fun.
The second part is after school.
SC "Meeting" was fun.
Thursday, February 14, 2013
" Valentines Day " for Pat- @Home now.
I'm pretty sure ya'll saw the posts I posted this morning.
I got some Typo- errors because I was using my phone... and to add to that, I was rushing.
I'm not allowed to use my phone during school hours. ^^;
So, let me give a kind of "detailed" explanation of today. :D.
----
Usually, I go to school by my brother's daycare's car. Yep. A car. I don't know why not a bus or even a van-- like my brother and I's first daycare. (I'll talk about that daycare soon. don't worry. ;D)
BUT this week, their off at China-- Celebrating Chinese New Year.
Ah, yes, Let me mention that I live in the country called Singapore.
It's a multi-rational; cultural country. They have a mix of races, culture and religion.
There are mostly 3 races in the country: Chinese, Malays and Indians-- Another group is the Eurasians.
Eurasians are Europeans who choose to live in asian countries.
I know more about the history of Singapore and all but back to my day,
The owners/bosses of the daycare (They're a married; kind of old; chinese couple.) are out at China this week to celebrate Chinese New Year.
That's why they aren't around to send us to school. (I know they could just hire people but, Idk. the "teachers" that moderate on the kids are them and their children that are already adults. Btw, they don't look that old, ok? XD
---
So, I swiftly walked to school.
I'm usually really early.
I'd actually rather be really early than just "early".
I don't even want to be CLOSE to Late.
[ Oh yeah! This morning, I was reeeeaaaally tired that I locked myself in my room after I bathed and just rested for awhile. No joke. Luckily, I woke up perfectly right after breakfast finished. ><; ]
When I arrived at school, YES.
I was early enough to talk to Chloe.
Chloe-- She is a friend I can relate more with but sadly, we're not a clique. ^^;
The first day of school is a harsh thing. We only become a "clique" when we go for our CCA, Choir... Especially a program that recently just ended. Two weeks ago to be exact.
/SLAPS SELF ON BOTH CHEEKS/ A HOLD OF MYSELF..
Anyway, got a small chat with Chloe before her real "clique" arrived. Hehe.
She doesn't act any different. She still let's me talk. XD
Chloe and I were both... "SC". That's short for, "Student Councillor".
Meaning, we were part of the Student Council of our school.
We're still "juniors" at being it but we've kinda got the handle of some basic SC duties.
Today, However, was her duty. I did my duty yesterday.
Her duty for today was~ She and her group were in charge of the gate. Meaning, her group of student councilors would be handling the late comers.
My duty yesterday was supposed to be Gate too but, we did Attendance Duty instead.
Rage. Raaaaaaaage. We all like Gate duty.
We just simply needed to stand there, open and close the gate, give late comers "Late Notes".
[Which is counted as "Offence Slips".]
Attendance duty was walking around handing slips of paper( -that the teacher required to write the names of the ones absent on it- )to the teachers with a huge smile. Wait for assembly to end, and during "Silent Reading" Period, we had to take the papers back.
It wasn't fair because my groups' duty yesterday was supposed to be "Gate" but NOOO. The other group had to take over it. They were supposed to be the one doing attendance.
Can't they read?
[ All duties are noted in the notice board of the student council room ]
Well, I was upset but my group did the Attendance duty anyway.
-----
Chloe and I sat on benches just across the SC Room to wait for it to be opened by the president, vice-president or the secretary to get the keys and open it and find out whether we have duty or not.
Being it Chloe's duty, I walked to the parade square to assemble with the other students..
It was raining.
And boy, was i overjoyed.
"IT'S RAINING. WOO"
My friends and I "partied".
--------
Geography was the first lesson of the day.
She made our teacher angry because she rolled her eyes at him and she said a word to him when she didn't know the meaning of the word.
I don't blame him for getting angry.
I mean,
Won't you be angry if someone rolled their eyes at you?
It's simply being rude, isn't it?
She claims that she didn't do anything but-- She does roll her eyes to teachers..Even to me.
In my blog, Yes I mention names. So be careful of being part of my life.
Trying to explain to She the reason why teacher scolded her, the teacher scolded me for talking while he was talking. I was a little bit pissed because he didn't even know what I was talking about and suddenly raged at me.
It's understandable though. He's still my teacher so I just nodded my head. (And smiled.)
---------
Physical Education.
Thank God it was still raining.
We all assembled at the hall for P.E. but we played handball with the other classes!!
And the team I was in... I felt like I was actually a part of it. xD
They passed the ball to me!
and our rythm was almost perfect.
---------
Recess.
Argument. Argument.
Why does She always want to react to Davin's teasing and provoking?
I have to say that She is kind of the most immature person i have ever met. She's not faking this attitude. It's literally her attitude.
That's why, she's picked on lots of times. Especially during Sec 1.
She has a blog too... i told her about this blog. I don't know if she'll ever read it but, I just have to say.
"Pat, what did I really do wrong?"
"What can I do to change myself?"
"I promise I will change myself."
"I just get irritated by him, OK?!"
"I will try not to be irritated."
"Okay, ah, Teacher. Sorry."
These things you say to me. Things like you'll change, try to change etc. ,
These things.
Are for you to ask and tell yourself. Not me. Not no one. Not anyone. Just, You.
[ What I say is clear. You don't have to come up tp me and tell me or ask me anything.]
It's called reflection.
Getting stuff right and done with your own hands.
Be humble. Please.
Have Empathy. Please.
Even if you think you do, I am a person who observes you.
Dzakirin is a person who observes you.
Even, Davin is a person who observes you.
Everyone is looking. Always, judging.
Life is not fair.
-------------
Science Class.
I want to sleep but thanks to a sweet I ate, I lived.
--------
English Class.
SUMMARYYYYY.
----------------
Assembly and Character Development.
Coming to the end of the class, our class was being scolded for not handing in our reflection forms on time and it's already this late.
I agree to the fact that my class definitely deserved this scolding.
The class is and never was bonded.
It was never all of us as a whole.
I could go on for hours and hours.
But not right now.
------------------
After School.-- I'll cut this short.
Stayed back.
LeYi went to her CCA, band.
Nicholas, Liyana, Davin, Dzakirin and I went up to decorate the classroom.
Ms Goh came with.
Mr Tan visited the class a few times though.
It was still raining.
Dzak and I walked under the rain as if it was just another normal day.
Soaked when I got home.
-------------
I'M SLEEPY.
---------
I got some Typo- errors because I was using my phone... and to add to that, I was rushing.
I'm not allowed to use my phone during school hours. ^^;
So, let me give a kind of "detailed" explanation of today. :D.
----
Usually, I go to school by my brother's daycare's car. Yep. A car. I don't know why not a bus or even a van-- like my brother and I's first daycare. (I'll talk about that daycare soon. don't worry. ;D)
BUT this week, their off at China-- Celebrating Chinese New Year.
Ah, yes, Let me mention that I live in the country called Singapore.
It's a multi-rational; cultural country. They have a mix of races, culture and religion.
There are mostly 3 races in the country: Chinese, Malays and Indians-- Another group is the Eurasians.
Eurasians are Europeans who choose to live in asian countries.
I know more about the history of Singapore and all but back to my day,
The owners/bosses of the daycare (They're a married; kind of old; chinese couple.) are out at China this week to celebrate Chinese New Year.
That's why they aren't around to send us to school. (I know they could just hire people but, Idk. the "teachers" that moderate on the kids are them and their children that are already adults. Btw, they don't look that old, ok? XD
---
So, I swiftly walked to school.
I'm usually really early.
I'd actually rather be really early than just "early".
I don't even want to be CLOSE to Late.
[ Oh yeah! This morning, I was reeeeaaaally tired that I locked myself in my room after I bathed and just rested for awhile. No joke. Luckily, I woke up perfectly right after breakfast finished. ><; ]
When I arrived at school, YES.
I was early enough to talk to Chloe.
Chloe-- She is a friend I can relate more with but sadly, we're not a clique. ^^;
The first day of school is a harsh thing. We only become a "clique" when we go for our CCA, Choir... Especially a program that recently just ended. Two weeks ago to be exact.
/SLAPS SELF ON BOTH CHEEKS/ A HOLD OF MYSELF..
Anyway, got a small chat with Chloe before her real "clique" arrived. Hehe.
She doesn't act any different. She still let's me talk. XD
Chloe and I were both... "SC". That's short for, "Student Councillor".
Meaning, we were part of the Student Council of our school.
We're still "juniors" at being it but we've kinda got the handle of some basic SC duties.
Today, However, was her duty. I did my duty yesterday.
Her duty for today was~ She and her group were in charge of the gate. Meaning, her group of student councilors would be handling the late comers.
My duty yesterday was supposed to be Gate too but, we did Attendance Duty instead.
Rage. Raaaaaaaage. We all like Gate duty.
We just simply needed to stand there, open and close the gate, give late comers "Late Notes".
[Which is counted as "Offence Slips".]
Attendance duty was walking around handing slips of paper( -that the teacher required to write the names of the ones absent on it- )to the teachers with a huge smile. Wait for assembly to end, and during "Silent Reading" Period, we had to take the papers back.
It wasn't fair because my groups' duty yesterday was supposed to be "Gate" but NOOO. The other group had to take over it. They were supposed to be the one doing attendance.
Can't they read?
[ All duties are noted in the notice board of the student council room ]
Well, I was upset but my group did the Attendance duty anyway.
-----
Chloe and I sat on benches just across the SC Room to wait for it to be opened by the president, vice-president or the secretary to get the keys and open it and find out whether we have duty or not.
Being it Chloe's duty, I walked to the parade square to assemble with the other students..
It was raining.
And boy, was i overjoyed.
"IT'S RAINING. WOO"
My friends and I "partied".
--------
Geography was the first lesson of the day.
She made our teacher angry because she rolled her eyes at him and she said a word to him when she didn't know the meaning of the word.
I don't blame him for getting angry.
I mean,
Won't you be angry if someone rolled their eyes at you?
It's simply being rude, isn't it?
She claims that she didn't do anything but-- She does roll her eyes to teachers..Even to me.
In my blog, Yes I mention names. So be careful of being part of my life.
Trying to explain to She the reason why teacher scolded her, the teacher scolded me for talking while he was talking. I was a little bit pissed because he didn't even know what I was talking about and suddenly raged at me.
It's understandable though. He's still my teacher so I just nodded my head. (And smiled.)
---------
Physical Education.
Thank God it was still raining.
We all assembled at the hall for P.E. but we played handball with the other classes!!
And the team I was in... I felt like I was actually a part of it. xD
They passed the ball to me!
and our rythm was almost perfect.
---------
Recess.
Argument. Argument.
Why does She always want to react to Davin's teasing and provoking?
I have to say that She is kind of the most immature person i have ever met. She's not faking this attitude. It's literally her attitude.
That's why, she's picked on lots of times. Especially during Sec 1.
She has a blog too... i told her about this blog. I don't know if she'll ever read it but, I just have to say.
"Pat, what did I really do wrong?"
"What can I do to change myself?"
"I promise I will change myself."
"I just get irritated by him, OK?!"
"I will try not to be irritated."
"Okay, ah, Teacher. Sorry."
These things you say to me. Things like you'll change, try to change etc. ,
These things.
Are for you to ask and tell yourself. Not me. Not no one. Not anyone. Just, You.
[ What I say is clear. You don't have to come up tp me and tell me or ask me anything.]
It's called reflection.
Getting stuff right and done with your own hands.
Be humble. Please.
Have Empathy. Please.
Even if you think you do, I am a person who observes you.
Dzakirin is a person who observes you.
Even, Davin is a person who observes you.
Everyone is looking. Always, judging.
Life is not fair.
-------------
Science Class.
I want to sleep but thanks to a sweet I ate, I lived.
--------
English Class.
SUMMARYYYYY.
----------------
Assembly and Character Development.
Coming to the end of the class, our class was being scolded for not handing in our reflection forms on time and it's already this late.
I agree to the fact that my class definitely deserved this scolding.
The class is and never was bonded.
It was never all of us as a whole.
I could go on for hours and hours.
But not right now.
------------------
After School.-- I'll cut this short.
Stayed back.
LeYi went to her CCA, band.
Nicholas, Liyana, Davin, Dzakirin and I went up to decorate the classroom.
Ms Goh came with.
Mr Tan visited the class a few times though.
It was still raining.
Dzak and I walked under the rain as if it was just another normal day.
Soaked when I got home.
-------------
I'M SLEEPY.
---------
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
In School, @The Classroom.
At first, I was quite angry at my father for changing for so long.
I AM HAPPY THAT IT IS RAINING.
No PE. That's why.
I AM HAPPY THAT IT IS RAINING.
No PE. That's why.
Leaving The House: Walking to School.
I'm still SO tired.
I slept at 12+ last night, as I've mentioned in my last entry, and lied to my parents that I slept at 11.
Why?
They'd "kill" me for sure.
WHOOPS, Dad's comin'
Can't let him see this now can he?
----
I slept at 12+ last night, as I've mentioned in my last entry, and lied to my parents that I slept at 11.
Why?
They'd "kill" me for sure.
WHOOPS, Dad's comin'
Can't let him see this now can he?
----
"Valentines Day"
I don't call it "Thursday".
I call it my late Grandfather's "Birthday".
The day after that is my fellow role-player's birthday. So much love.
Geddit..?? Cuz it's valentines day and ...
Ehehehe... Bad puns.
Anyway, I pray the my granfather be forever in peace and filled with God's boundless love. <3
It's 12:05am.
Goodnight. xD
I call it my late Grandfather's "Birthday".
The day after that is my fellow role-player's birthday. So much love.
Geddit..?? Cuz it's valentines day and ...
Ehehehe... Bad puns.
Anyway, I pray the my granfather be forever in peace and filled with God's boundless love. <3
It's 12:05am.
Goodnight. xD
Using my phone right now.
It's 11:45am.
My "bed time"'s s'possed to be at 10.
I was planning to sleep early.... I slept at 1:30am yesterday night.
Tomorrow's P.E.
We have to ruuuun again. It's for NAPHA test. It's some sort of physical education test. It's the only thing I'll "rarely" pass.
Well, first of all, I'm iverweght.
Second of all, I feel looked down on during P.E. I know feeling that way id very immature but hey, I can act my age too.
I'm sleepy.
The first lesson for tomorrow is Geography and I still didn't do the homework. The "homework" is actually lecture notes. ASDFGHJKL
Won't someone tell my Geo Teach that this' what lecture notes are for?!
Nevermind. I have nothing against our awesome Geo teacher.
Last year, it was much worse than this year.
At least I managed to do
my science.
Well, I'm going to pack my bag for toms and uh, Good Night! c;
( The pic's dark but I'm telling you its about electricity. OuO)
My "bed time"'s s'possed to be at 10.
I was planning to sleep early.... I slept at 1:30am yesterday night.
Tomorrow's P.E.
We have to ruuuun again. It's for NAPHA test. It's some sort of physical education test. It's the only thing I'll "rarely" pass.
Well, first of all, I'm iverweght.
Second of all, I feel looked down on during P.E. I know feeling that way id very immature but hey, I can act my age too.
I'm sleepy.
The first lesson for tomorrow is Geography and I still didn't do the homework. The "homework" is actually lecture notes. ASDFGHJKL
Won't someone tell my Geo Teach that this' what lecture notes are for?!
Nevermind. I have nothing against our awesome Geo teacher.
Last year, it was much worse than this year.
At least I managed to do
my science.
Well, I'm going to pack my bag for toms and uh, Good Night! c;
( The pic's dark but I'm telling you its about electricity. OuO)
First Post. Need an introduction?
Well, personally, I don't think so.
Reading the "About Me" column is enough for me. hehe.
However, I'd like all of you to know that this is another blog I made for my everyday life.
My first blog, which I created last year, is (It still exists. I still post stuff there.)
theuniquelyawesome.blogspot.com
I do, in fact, have a tumblr but hardly anyone pays attention to my posts. xD
Just things I reblog are liked-- Plus, I'm kind of a "noob" to tumblr. ^v^; hehe.
I still go on but I don't post much.
----
Now, you're probably asking,"Why make another one?"
Here's your answer: Bro, It's messy as hell there-- for me at least. (e m e);
I'm going to TRY.
TRY HARD.
TO POST ERRYDAY.
√ Pat ><;
Reading the "About Me" column is enough for me. hehe.
However, I'd like all of you to know that this is another blog I made for my everyday life.
My first blog, which I created last year, is (It still exists. I still post stuff there.)
theuniquelyawesome.blogspot.com
I do, in fact, have a tumblr but hardly anyone pays attention to my posts. xD
Just things I reblog are liked-- Plus, I'm kind of a "noob" to tumblr. ^v^; hehe.
I still go on but I don't post much.
----
Now, you're probably asking,"Why make another one?"
Here's your answer: Bro, It's messy as hell there-- for me at least. (e m e);
I'm going to TRY.
TRY HARD.
TO POST ERRYDAY.
√ Pat ><;
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